going 25 th : collect my courage

i always walk in my step and in my mind.
listening is something hard to do
i almost never listen anyone, except my father.
he is my weakness.
what he said, will be my word. since i was just a little tiny girl.
that's why i love him very much because i always become his little tiny girl. Yes..until now.

and now..
i'm growing up..in the real meaning..
i'm going 25 th.
the way to be there is not easy. i have a lot of worries, cries, hostility, disappoinments, and many thing about life. of course i see happiness and lot of laughing in my journey

here
i am standing
try to look back. see my past, remember my journey.
i found a lot of colours.
that is not bad for me. i love it.
i love my journey.
specially him..i love him..


and now i collect my courage
prepare my self to welcome my 25th.
i have waiting for this so long.. 24 years..hahha..
need more courage to face my 25th.
i have one big box of plan in there..

i know, Lord..
i do not worry. upss..i worry, Lord. however..i just my father little tiny girl.
thay's why i must collect my courage. i know You will be there. likes my father and mother who never let me alone face this world.
just keep me, Lord.. keep me from wrong way, keep me from give up..

Thank You for last year, last week, yesterday, today, tommorow, and also big thanks for my "going to 25th"
i enjoy it..